Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Count down...3 more days


Wow.. I'm anxious no more, I'm now so excited that I get to be joined to the love of my life. I can't believe its me. I just didn't think it would happen to me. I was wretched, I was broken, I was lost. Yet my Faithful Father gave me a new life,a new walk, a new song. Words cannot express how good Gods been to me, makes me teary eyed right now. Words will never be able to express how I stand in awe of Him. He renewed my spirit. He gives me favor, He makes me worthy though I'm so unworthy. He calls me His child comforts me when no one else is near. Ain't He good? can anybody feel me?
Blogville this wasn't supposed to be happening to me. Once upon a time, i didn't know who I was, I was so lost and this ain't no cliche, now I'm found. I walk with my head up high, unashamed.My past is behind, my present is all wrapped up in the biggest bow, and my future is so bright all to the glory of God.

Never thought I would be here, never even knew that the life I have now even existed, yet my almighty God orchestrated every single detail and all I do is stand in awe of Him. I am going to marry the love of my life in 3 days, I stand amazed by him, I don't look at myself as a gift to him alone, I look at him as a gift directly from heaven just for me, just to think I used to settle for less. I thank God that these past couple of years have really transformed who I am in Christ and who I am as a person. Just once upon a time, I thought abstinence was impossible, look at me now, look at us now. Now I just smile to myself, because my biggest desire was that my husband would be so excited about me when we got married, by that I mean for us to have something to look forward not when we've done it all; and boy is he excited, I feel so valued, special, loved, irresistible, desired, all the good words you can think of. That right there is PRICELESS. There is absolutely nothing in the world that compares to it, no condemnation just pure bliss to come.

Thank you guys for reading and I appreciate all your support.

6 comments:

Jennifer A. said...

Awwww...

Yankeenaijababe said...

How cutie? Please put picture for us o in blog world. We don't want to miss out on anything. Wow! Am proud of you for keeping yourself for your man. It takes a heart to do that. Keep posted o. Congratulations. You will have a great wedding and marriage. How cute?

Anonymous said...

Congratulations. ur blog inspires me that i too can get there on the abstinence issue.
God blee u n ur marriage.

Anonymous said...

Aww... this is so sweet. Am guessing today's the wedding so wishing you a Happy Married Life dear.

please tell us how it went...:)

Tolulope Popoola said...

Hey dear, how are you? Come back and update your blog now, we want to hear how married life is treating you! LOL.

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